The Urge To Write
Most writers take pleasure in the act of writing. A known readership is nice but at least for me the risk that somebody might actually read my stuff is reward enough.
I often write for audiences of one as various email friends will attest. While I certainly can't put myself in his league, T.S. Eliot did the same thing with poetry. In fact, "Old Possum's Book Of Practical Cats", http://coral.lili.uni-bielefeld.de/Classes/Summer97/SemGS/WebLex/OldPossum/oldpossumlex/ is simply a collection of cat-related poems that he sent to friends supposedly anonymously. (This collection, by the way, served as the basis for the hit musical "Cats".)
Anyway, the post I'm writing now is a perfect example of what I like to do. I have no idea whether anybody will read it but that's fine -- it's sufficient to know that somebody might read it ... because art is largely about taking risks.
A certain forum member who accused me of writing just to hear myself talk is only partly correct. Another forum member was annoyed that I edit and re-edit my posts. "Writing as art? Surely you jest" they probably would say.
But yes, to me it's art. I edit and re-edit and re-re-edit my posts partly to fix spelling and improve grammar, partly for editorial content and partly for appearance. In the latter respect I'm like the scribes and tomb painters of Ancient Egypt. The form of their hieroglyphic writing -- the esthetics -- was just as important as the content.
Chinese poets wrote under the same constraint -- the writing had to look good as well as having meritorious content. However, the Egyptians took this a step further. Even if you were a tax collector (a common duty of Egyptian scribes), your tax records had to look good.
So ... My writing has to look good to me when displayed in public. That's why I capitalize the first letter of every word in the title of every thread I start, or in the titles of other things. I also put periods after quotations at the ends of sentences. I simply like the way the result looks, and the heck with those aspects of grammar. (Good grammar is whatever educated people agree is good grammar. More and more literate people are doing what I do.)
It's irrelevant to me whether other people appreciate the layouts because I only have to please the man in the mirror. I hope that people will like the result. However, the risk that they won't is fine too. In art as in life overall, it's the journey that's important, not the destination.
P.S. My favorite writer, John McPhee, a New Yorker contributor who has been writing for the magazine for almost forty years, once remarked that at the start of every day he forces himself to sit down and write for four hours. I don't recall his exact words but the sense of them was "I don't allow myself the luxury of 'writer's block' just as a plumber can't allow himself the luxury of 'plumber's block'".
Edited by xxmikexx
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